jus realised i havent blog for the entire holidays, here i am, n it's 2008 already..
holidays had been gd, and bad to a certain extent i guess, life for the past month had been too gd til i simply dont want the term to start, the feeling of having nothing to do, sleep all day like nobody's business, rot infront of the tv, or hanging out wif old friends, kinda unhealthy, but it's so so enjoyable! haha! come to think of it, life has been totally diff as compared to term time, or rather, i had been living a entirely diff life ever since i entered uni, and this hols has sorta brought my old self back, meeting up wif old friends sudddenly reminds me of the life i used to had in the past, which made me realised how diff an environment i'm in right now. sometimes, i mean sometimes, i do feel that nus is not the right place for me, people here are somehow diff from friends i had in the past, i dont mean it in a bad way, it's jus tt ive come to realise, the way i talk, the way i treat people, the way i do things in the past might not be the way i shld or i am doin here. and this makes me seem a totally different person in and out of nus. at such point of time den i realised how impt are my old friends to me, like ying and jas. or wang han, shaohong. old friends with common interests, common life, common topics to talk about. haha. cuz sometimes i do feel alone in nus, sometimes.. well, maybe i'm jus dreading sch to start, or maybe i havent really come to get used to the life in nus, or maybe it's jus the way i think, or maybe it's jus me.. sem2 will be better, i believe:)

♥elgy