it's always when i'm in a bad mood den i'll blog. yups, right, i'm in a bad mood! i've been complaining so much this sem that i sometimes even find myself irritating. so much so much so much never-ending work to do, and i'm even more angry wif the fact tt i've jus wasted the aftnoon goin to site and it was raining so heavily dat i cldn get anything done. woah, i think i'm getting more and more short-tempered, not as nice as a person i think i used to be, getting angry over little little things(although i dont always show). as much as i hope they wld, i know it's impossible for people to be understanding, like how i've tried my best to be understanding towards other people, i know jus by saying "i understand" doesn mean anything, cus in actual fact, i nv will. i've learnt so much this sem (of course i dont mean academically), n it all kinda made me a not-so-nice person anymore, bcuz now i see who and what's more important to me. i find it hard to trust people now, yet i think i'm one who can be read so easily. i guess sometimes we care too much bout how others will think of us, or mayb for me at least, so much so tt i try very very hard jus to prove to others tt i'm not a weakling. like the countless times i've said: i cant wait for this sem to be over. okay mayb i shld get out of this emo mood by doing something else(not like all those 'something else' is any better).
word of the day: responsibility.
talking to mum somehow makes everything seems better, mayb i didn waste the aftnoon aftall.=)
♥elgy