i cant describe how i'm feeling right now, but definitely it's not a good feeling.
when being hardworking is not enough, u start to even wonder if u shld put in hard work in the first place. i'm hanging on, but it's tough, really.. now i understand why someone once told me "BY RIGHT" i shld be smart, cuz obviously, i'm not. and i guess it matters somehow. i'm not sure. allow me to rant a little, cuz i've jus lost my freakingly expensive clutch pencil, n i've got really lotsa stuff to do tonight and tomorrow night and every every night! though i had a cup of amoy's avocado milkshake this morn, its not enough to calm me down i guess, haha. okay, i shall go home now, it's getting late. jiayou!=)

♥elgy