doing anything else besides sch work makes me feel guilty these days. i've nv been so hardworking in my life, alright, i was an ultimate slacker in the past. yet i realised i'm still considered a slacker in sch right now. it's kinda amusing if u were to think bout it, u think u had been real hardworking for 'o' levels, den u realised u were even more hardworking during 'a's, now? haha, those were jus relaxing days. Not dat i'm not happy wif my life now, it's jus dat sometimes i wonder if some of the things i'm doin is neccessary or anyone is appreciative of it. okay, to be honest, hall stuff. hall activities to me are now more of responsibilities than enjoyment, alright, maybe jus a lil bit if enjoyment la. well, i dunno, i'm jus starting to feel kinda sick of hall, starting to think about the much more free time i wld hav if i didn stay in hall, how much more time i can use to concentrate on my sch work, to produce drawings that are better than what i'm doin. but den again, maybe i wld think otherwise if i didn stay, life wld be less meaningful i guess, or the group of friends i hav now and hang out wif wld be totally different? haha, maybe all dat i'm facing n doin right now boils down to this: "it's life."=)

♥elgy