anything besides studying seems fun these days,
yet i dun see anything fun in my life right now..
so uncertain,
so scared,
afraid to see those 'competitors' whom i called 'friends'..
wat kind of world is this?!
so what if u jus wanna do ur best?
there will still be ppl better than u,
n the worst thing is,
ppl judge how gd u are based on how many ppl are better than u..
i hate sch, not bcuz of the ppl, not bcuz of studies,
bcuz it jus makes me realise the harsh reality which i dun wanna face..
now i noe it's impossible to do jus what u wanna do,
things are not the way we think they are..
but i still wanna believe wat i think, pls make me believe..
u can say dat i'm stressed,
right! it's stress..
it will be over soon..
tell me what am i supposed to do..
♥elgy