jus managed to finish tpying out all dat personal statement thingy.. and i realised i didn really hav enough activites to write about, well, i participated in quite a lot of activities right? or at least i thought i did.. maybe a lot less compared to last year, everything was new then, so jus wanted to try out everything, but now i'm jus so sick n tired, sch was so dreadful these days, living a life dat is so dead.. i noe i hasn been as cheerful, smiling as much nowadays, daydreaming off, pulling a long face everyday.. and i dun care whether ppl like it or not, cos i'm really tired of pretending everything's fine when obviously it's not! fine, i admit i hate studying, i forced myself to do it, yet i could only stare blankly at the qn paper when others were scribbling their way off, pressing hard on their calculators.. am i starting to regret the path i've chosen? admit it elaine lai, u're not as smart as others, not as hardworking as others. but what to do?? haha, asking the obvious, continue to mug la..

where am i??

♥elgy