From de way he looked at me, i knew it..
he's gonna hate me..
he mus be thinking dat i'm inefficient, i'm lousy..
poor tix sales, couldn get every instrument well in place,
he mus be thinking why did they appointed such a person to be in charge of all this,
she's not up to it..
so wat if u hav confidence?!
thinking dat "yups, i can do it!", so wat?!
at times like this, confidence alone will not help..
i'm not blaming anyone, i'm not angry wif anyone,
i noe it's all my fault,
for not taking enough initiative,
for not looking into details,
for being careless..
afterall, it's not de first time,
no wonder he's so angry..
i noe my mood affects others,
and so i'm sorry if i offended anyone,
i noe i'm not de only one experiencing all this,
and i noe dat it's gonna end soon,
so cherish wat u have even though it might not be good all de time,
dat's wat i'm gonna do..

i'll keep my head up high and smile wide.. =)

♥elgy